
So;
I said I would post after our baby was born. Oops.
So I will post about it now.
Dec 17, 2008 at 3:23am, our gift from God was born.
Lucas Andrew Sherlock came into the world at 9lbs 4.5 oz. a Whopper.
Some complications arose and Amanda was rushed into emergency surgery at Dec 17th @7:00am.
She developed a Hematoma (internal bleeding), and was losing a lot of blood.
Its a scary thing when the Doctor comes to you and says "we only have 2 more options for your wife, and if they don't work, then...well..." My heart sank, and I will admit, I was angry at God. How could He bless us with a beautiful baby boy, and then take my wife? How can He possibly get glory from this? I was crying to Him..."How can I raise this child on my own? He will need his mother, and I need my wife. Is this Your will for me? Help me put my faith in You"
The Lord is so faithful. The surgery was a success. She was in the OR recovery for a day and a half, then in ICU recovery for 4 days. She lost a total of 12 units of blood, and needed a transfusion. My faith in God has never been more tested then it was that day. God is in COMPLETE CONTROL of my life, Amanda's life, and Lucas's life. Our flesh makes us think that we have a say...but we don't. I think that's what God was teaching me through that.
My mom is a nurse, and when she came up to see us in the hospital, she saw that I was calm. She said to me "I don't think you realize the severity of what happened to Amanda, there was a good chance she could've died" I said "I know, I gave it all to God". Thats the power of the Lord...I gave it to Him, and He gave me a stronger faith, and peace. He is so amazing.
For a "routine" birth, you are probably looking at 2-3 days total in the hospital. We were there for a total of 11.
Amanda made a complete recovery, and we are enjoying parenthood.
We thank God everyday, for the gift of life, and His faithfulness.